lil' wafa sings her favorite song...

wafa really love singing...at any time and anywhere....
but when the time i wanna record her singing, for sure she feel shy...and that's why it became like the video that i captured...keh keh keh...

Why do we Muslims not celebrate Valentine's Day?

This question may be answered in several ways:

1- In Islam, the festivals are clearly defined and well established, and no additions or subtractions may be accepted. They are an essential part of our worship and there is no room for personal opinion. They have been prescribed for us by Allah and His Messenger . Ibn Taymiyyah may Allah have mercy on him said: "Festivals are part of the laws, clear way and religious ceremonies of which Allah Says (what means): 'To each among you, We have prescribed a law and a clear way' [Quran 5:48] and 'For every nation We have ordained religious ceremonies which they must follow.'" [Quran 22:67]

Like the Qiblah (the direction faced in prayer), prayer and fasting. So there is no difference between joining them in their festival and joining them in their other rituals. Agreeing with the whole festival is agreeing with disbelief. Agreeing with some of their minor issues is the same as agreeing with them in some of the branches of disbelief.

Festivals are the most distinctive things by which religions are told apart, so whoever celebrates their festivals is agreeing with the most distinctive rituals of disbelief. Undoubtedly, going along with them in their festivals may, in some cases, lead to disbelief. Dabbling in these things, at the very least, is a sin. The Prophet referred to the fact that every nation has its own festivals when he said: "Every nation has its own ‘Eed and this is our ‘Eed." [Al-Bukhaari]

Because Valentine's Day goes back to Roman times, not Islamic times, this means that it is something which belongs exclusively to the Christians, not to Islam, and the Muslims have no share and no part in it. If every nation has its own festivals, as the Prophet said: "Every nation has its ‘Eed" [Al-Bukhaari and Muslim] - then this means that every nation should be distinguished by its festivals.

If the Christians have a festival and the Jews have a festival, which belongs exclusively to them, then no Muslim should join in with them, just as he does not share their religion or their direction of prayer.

2- Celebrating Valentine's Day means resembling or imitating the pagan Romans, then the Christian People of the Book in their imitation of the Romans in something that was not part of their religion. If it is not allowed to imitate the Christians in things that really are part of their religion - but not part of our religion - then how about things which they have innovated in their religion in imitation of idol-worshippers?

Imitating non-Muslims in general -whether they are idol-worshippers or People of the Book - is Haraam (prohibited), whether that imitation is of their worship - which is the most serious form - or of their customs and behavior. This is indicated by the Quran, Sunnah and Ijmaa' (scholarly consensus):

(i) From the Quran: Allah Says (what means): "And be not as those who divided and differed among themselves after the clear proofs had come to them. It is they for whom there is an awful torment." [Quran 3:105]

(ii) From the Sunnah: the Prophet said: "Whoever imitates a people is one of them." [Abu Daawood]

Ibn Taymiyyah may Allah have mercy on him said: "This Hadeeth (narration) at the very least indicates that it is Haraam to imitate them, although the apparent meaning implies that the one who imitates them is non-Muslim, as Allah Says (what means): 'And if any amongst you takes them friends (and helpers), then surely, he is one of them' [Quran 5:5]."


(iii) With regard to Ijmaa', Ibn Taymiyyah narrated that there was agreement that it is Haraam to imitate non-Muslims in their festivals at the time of the Prophet’s Companions and Ibn Al-Qayyim narrated that there was scholarly consensus on this point.

3- The love referred to in this festival ever since the Christians revived it is romantic love outside the framework of marriage. The result of that is the spread of fornication and immorality. Hence, the Christian clergy opposed it at some stage and abolished it, then it came back again.

Some people may wonder, and say: “You mean to deprive us of love, but in this day and age we express our feelings and emotions - what is so wrong with that?”

We say:

Firstly: It is a mistake to confuse what they call the day with what the real intentions are behind it. The love referred to on this day is romantic love, taking mistresses and lovers, boyfriends and girlfriends. It is known to be a day of promiscuity and sex for them, with no restraints or restrictions… They are not talking of pure love between a man and his wife or a woman and her husband, or at least they do not distinguish between the legitimate love in the relationship between husband and wife, and the forbidden love of mistresses and lovers. This festival for them is a means for everyone to express love.

Secondly: Expression of feelings and emotions is not a justification for the Muslim to allocate a day for celebration based on his own thoughts and ideas, and to call it a festival, or make it like a festival or ‘Eed. So how about when it is one of the festivals of the non-Muslims?

In Islam, a husband loves his wife throughout the year, and he expresses that love towards her with gifts, in verse and in prose, in letters and in other ways, throughout the years - not just on one day of the year.

Thirdly: There is no religion which encourages its followers to love and care for one another more than Islam does. This applies at all times and in all circumstances, not just on one particular day. Indeed, Islam encourages us to express our emotions and love at all times, as the Prophet said: "If a man loves his brother, let him tell him that he loves him." [Abu Daawood]

And he said: "By the One in Whose hand is my soul, you will not enter Paradise until you truly believe, and you will not truly believe until you love one another. Shall I not tell you of something that, if you do it, you will love one another? Spread salaam (Islamic greeting) amongst yourselves." [Muslim]

Fourthly: Love in Islam is more general and more comprehensive; it is not restricted only to one kind of love, that between a man and a woman. There are many more kinds of love. There is the love of Allah, love of His Messenger and his companions love for good and righteous people, love and support for the religion, love of martyrdom for the Sake of Allah, etc. There are many kinds of love. It is a dangerous mistake to restrict this broad meaning to this one kind of love.

Fifthly: What these people think, that love before marriage is a good thing, is wrong, as has been proven in studies and by real-life experience.

So, how can we believe that Valentine's Day is of any benefit to Muslims? The truth is that it is a call for more permissiveness and immorality, and the forming of forbidden relationships.

The husband who sincerely loves his wife does not need this holiday to remind him of his love. He expresses his love for his wife at all times and on all occasions.

SKSA_sPoRt's daY!

Semalam Sport's day @ Sek Keb Sultanah Asma....Irdina take part dalam lumba lari 100m...dia kata masa training dpt no. 1, tapi the actual one dpt no. 2..."kakak terkejut la Mama...sebab slalu masa latihan cikgu tiup wisel, tapi masa hari sukan cikgu tembak pulak, macam mana nk dpt no. 1"....kids mmg pandai bagi alasan...apa2 pun congrats....mama ckp..."tak palah dapat no. 2 next year cuba lagi...masuk banyak sket acara...baru ada peluang cerah"....then Dina ckp..."sebenaqnya kakak ada msk relay jugak...tp cikgu x habaq awai2, jadi kakak mana tau nk buat apa...sbb 2 kakak kalah"...and again another reason..hehehe!

Mukjizat AZAN!

Pesanan  Semasa Mendengar Azan...

Kematian itu pasti  menjelma. Hanya masa dan waktunya yang tidak kita ketahui. Cuba kita amati. Mengapa  kebanyakan orang yang nazak, hampir ajal tidak dapat berkata apa-apa....  lidahnya kelu, keras dan hanya mimik mukanya yang menahan kesakitan 'sakaratul  maut'.

Diriwayatkan sebuah hadis yg bermaksud: "Hendaklah kamu mendiamkan diri ketika azan, jika tidak Allah akan kelukan lidahnya ketika maut menghampirinya. "Ini jelas menunjukkan, kita disarankan agar mendiamkan diri,  jangan berkata apa-apa pun semasa azan berkumandang.

Sebagai orang  beragama Islam kita wajib menghormati azan. Banyak fadhilatnya. Jika lagu  kebangsaan kita diajar agar berdiri tegak dan diamkan diri. Mengapa ketika azan  kita tidak boleh mendiamkan diri? Lantas sesiapa yang  berkata-kata ketika azan, Allah akan kelukan lidahnya ketika nazak .

Kita takut dengan kelunya lidah kita semasa ajal hampir tiba maka kita tidak dapat mengucap kalimah  "Lailahaillallah.." yang mana sesiapa yang dapat mengucapkan  kalimah ini ketika nyawanya akan dicabut Allah dgn izinNya menjanjikan syurga untuk mereka.

Dari itu marilah  kita sama-sama menghormati azan dan mohon kepada Allah supaya lidah ini tidak kelu semasa nyawa kita sedang dicabut.
"Ya Allah! Anugerahkanlah kematian  kami dengan kematian yang baik lagi mulia, lancarkan lidah kami mengucap kalimah  "Lailahaillallah.." semasa sakaratul maut menghampiri kami.  
Amin..amin..amin  Yarobbal a'lamin.."

WASIAT NABI MUHAMMAD  S.A.W.  kepada SAIDINA ALI R.A.;
Wahai Ali, bagi orang 'ALIM itu ada 3  tanda2nya:
1)   Jujur dalam berkata-kata.
2)   Menjauhi segala yg haram.
3)   Merendahkan diri.

Wahai Ali, bagi  orang yg JUJUR itu ada 3 tanda2nya:
1)    Merahsiakan  ibadahnya.
2)    Merahsiakan  sedekahnya.
3)    Merahsiakan ujian yg  menimpanya.

Wahai Ali, bagi org yg TAKWA itu ada 3  tanda2nya:
1)    Takut berlaku dusta dan  keji.
2)    Menjauhi kejahatan.
3)    Memohon yang halal kerana takut jatuh dalam keharaman.

Wahai Ali,  bagi AHLI IBADAH itu ada 3 tanda2nya:
1)     Mengawasi  dirinya.
2)     Menghisab  dirinya.
3)     Memperbanyakkan ibadah kepada Allah   s.w.t.

Wang RM50 kelihatan begitu besar bila dibawa ke kotak derma masjid, tetapi begitu kecil bila kita bawa ke supermarket.
45 minit terasa terlalu lama untuk berzikir tapi betapa pendeknya waktu itu untuk pertandingan bola sepak.
Semua insan ingin memasuki syurga tetapi tidak ramai yang berfikir dan berbicara tentang bagaimana untuk memasukinya .

celebrating Amee's Surprise Party

...Amee was really shocked on the surprise party that we organize to her @ the place that she choose (without realizing) - Arizona Pizza and with the cake that she order (also without realizing it) bought from Day&Day (Vanilla Toblarone)... ...Joining with us that day myself, zana, angela, CS Tan, suriya, elly, DXN Top Model (wennie), Bib and Miza... ...However, that was a nice party and we all enjoyed very much and released my stress due to heavy workload...


After this Angela plan to organize a trip to Haadyai (may be in March) and most of us are excited to join...me too...they said wanna watch "tiger show"...hahaha...elly and amee asked us...what show is that....then start la all the gossiping...the party become exciting as gossiping is something that woman likes so much...keh keh keh! Hopes that Angela able to ensure the trip happen and my hubby allow me to go shopping...yay!

Your Birthday is Painful; Love ur MOM

"To give a birth is not an easy task and only woman got this special task assigned by God, coz' God know Man for sure can't take the pain for carrying the baby inside the womb and giving birth...eventhough give birth is between life and death...but a woman never reject to get pregnant and give birth".

"Thanks MAK for sacrificing your moment of delivering me to the world, I really appreciated that and the time you spend for bringing me up till now. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"...

bEsDay boYs

...celebrating syidi's and azli's besday @ office...
happy besday to both of you....31/12/08 (syidi) and 28/01/08 (azli)

macam dh jadi tradisi kat office we all to celebrate each of the staff besday by buying a cake and sing a besday song....at least this is the way to make our relation more close...but i think if for a gurl we are more closer and the celebration also more happening than for a guy....guys tend to be "pemalu", tak mau posing...so the post mesti tersengih sorang2, also tunduk jer....what a boring ways...hehehe!!

Cerita Anak Syaitan

Kisah Syaitan bernama Khanaz pernah dengar tak?

Cerita nya macam nie..Masa mula-mula Nabi Adam dan Hawa di Bumi.
Syaitan yang tak pernah mengenal putus asa untuk menghancur kan anak
cucu Adam , dok pikir2 cana nak kacau anak Adam dari patuh dengan suruhan
Allah.
Suatu hari c Ibu Syaitan nie.tengah dok pikir "Macammana aku nak kena kan
anak cucu Adam "....dan tiba2 dia nampak anak dia yang bernama Khanaz.
Lalu di panggilnya "Khanaz....mari sini ikut mak...". Lalu di pun pergi
menuju
ke rumah Adam dan Hawa...
Yang pada ketika itu Nabi Adam baru saja meninggal kan rumah untuk pergi
kerja mencari nafkah. Dan tinggal lah Hawa keseorangan di rumah, tiba2,
pintu rumah di ketuk, lalu dibuka oleh Hawa dan bertanya "Siapa kamu...." Ibu

Syaitan menjawab "Tolong jaga kan anak saya...nanti saya akan datang
untuk ambil dia balik" Hawa yang tidak mengetahui apa memberi pertolongan.
Apabila Adam pulang, Adam terperanjat dan bertanyakan Hawa "Anak siapa
Nie..?", Lalu Hawa menjawab "Tak tahu lah..tadi ada seorang wanita
menyuruh kita menjaga anak ini." Adam berpikir dan " Ini mesti anak
Syaitan,
yang mahu menganggu anak cucu kita..." ..
"Apa harus kita lakukan sekarang..?" tanya Hawa pada Adam . Setelah lama
pikir-pikir. ..
"Kita potong-potong daging nya sehingga kecil dan gantung kan isi2 daging
nya di pokok luar rumah kita...Nanti bila Ibu nya datang biar dia nampak
dan
tahu anak nya sudah tak de..."Idea Adam .
Keesokkan pagi harinya Ibu syaitan itu pun datang lagi ketika Adam sudah
keluar pergi kerja,
"Mana anak aku...."Tanya Ibu syaitan pada Hawa,
Hawa pun menjawab dan secara tidak sengaja menerang kan apa yang telah
meraka lakukan terhadap anak syaitan "Anak kamu.....,,. ..Semalam Adam
pulang ke rumah , lalu ia mengatahui yang anak itu anak syaitan ...lalu
sudah
kami kerat2 anak kamu dan kami gantung kan daging nya di atas pokok luar
sana..."terang Hawa.
"Oh...iye ker?..."jawab Ibu Syaitan dengan nada yang tidak risau.Kemudian
Ibu Syaitan meneriak memanggil anak nya"Khanazzzzz. ...!!!"
Tiba2 daging2 khanaz yang telah dikerat bergantungan di atas pokok itu pun
bercantum kembali dan menjadi hidup dan menjadi Khanaz kembali....dan Ibu
Syaitan masih tidak berputus asa dan masih meminta Hawa menjagakan
Khanaz dan ia berpesan akan kembali lagi esok hari nya,

Apabila Adam pulang dan terlihat lah ia akan anak Syaitan yang bernama
Khanaz itu lagi dan bertanya kan pada Hawa kenapa anak Syaitan itu masih
berada di rumah meraka.Hawa menerang apa yang berlaku.
"Kita tak boleh biar kan usaha Syaitan untuk menganggu hidup anak cucu
kita.." kata Adam .
"Apa harus kita laku kan lagi.."tanya Hawa.
"Begini..kita bakar anak Syaitan ini dan ..abu nya kita buangkan ke Laut,
biar
abu nya di bawa arus laut dan Ibu nya tidak akan dapat mendapatkan anak
nya ini lagi..." terang Adam .
Keesokan pagi nya datang lah lagi Ibu Syaitan ini bertanya kan Khanaz
ketika
Adam sudah keluar bekerja.
"Mana anak aku?" tanya Ibu Syaitan.
"Anak kamu sudah kamu bakar dan abunya kami buang ke Laut!" jawab Hawa..
"Oh Iye ker? Kata Ibu Sayitan lalu meneriak mamanggil
"Khanaz!!!". ..kemudian bercantum lah kembali daging Khanaz dari abu, dan
menjadi Khanaz kembali.kemudian di serahkan kan kembali pada Hawa untuk
menjaga Khanaz.
Apabila Adam pulang, mendapati anak Syaitan itu masih berada di rumah nya
"Ini tak boleh jadi, kita tak boleh biar kan mereka ganggu anak cucu
kita"kata Adam .
"Apa harus kita laku kan ?" tanya Hawa.
"Begini saja lah...kita belah dua anak dia nie ...kamu telan sebelah, aku
telan
sebelah. Habis cerita!" Cadang Adam .
Keesokan pagi, datanglah lagi c Ibu Syaitan bertanyakan anak nya ketika
Adam sudah keluar bekerja.
"Mana anak aku" tanya Ibu Syaitan.
"Anak kamu ...., kali ini kamu tak dapat balik anak kamu.."jawab Hawa.
"Kenapa..?"tanya Ibu Syaitan.
"Anak kamu telah kami telan....!" Jawab Hawa dengan penuh yakin.
"Iye ke...? Lalu Ibu Syaitan memanggil anak nya ˝Khanaz !!!
Iye Mak....jawab Khanaz dari dalam badan Hawa..
Bagus anak ku..kamu duduk sana , jangan keluar2 .. Arah Ibu Syaitan pada
Khanaz.
Itu lah cerita dia kawan2...duduk lah Khanaz dalam tubuh badan manusia
sehingga hari ini dan hinggá hari kiamat.Syaitan Khanaz nie tugas dia

- Bila kita makan ia pun makan, kita minum ia pun minum.Apa jer aktiviti
kita buat dia kan menyertai JIKA KITA TAK BACA BISMILLAH.
- Bila kita solat dia akan berusaha supaya kita was-was, tulah mana
yang tengah solat tu tiba2 tak ingat berapa rakaat dah kita solat.
- Buat kerja kita keliru dan ingat2 lupa "Eh dah buat ke Belum yer.."
ubatnya banyak kan dengan BERISTAGAFAR. ..
- Khanaz akan belari / bermain dalam darah kita...Ubatnya. ..banyakkan
Zikir...
Sahabat Rasulullah pernah bertanya bagaimana hendak mengelak dari Khanaz
ini.
Pesan Rasulullah, setiap apa yang hendak kita laku kan mula kan lah dengan
baca BISMILLAH dan Doa.sekurang2nya BISMILLAH.
Khanaz akan berasa kelaparan bila kita berpuasa dan akan menjadi
bertambah kurus bila kita makan mulakan dengan baca Bismillah.
Dan mana yang suami Isteri tu sebelum BERSAMA. Baca lah doa2. nanti Khanaz
dan the geng akan ikut serta.
Tengok bagaiman Syaitan yang tak pernah putus asa untuk memperdaya anak
cucu Adam ..
Surah An Nas jua mencerita kan hal Syaitan bernama Khanaz yang sentiasa
buat kita was-was.
Walllahualam. ...
Apa-apa pun mulakan setiap kerja aktiviti dengan nama Allah BISMILLAH.

MADAGASCAR 2...esCapE 2 aFriCa

teringat lak masa spend time with my family watching this movie @ GSC_Penang...we was having a lots of fun coz' the movie is really FUNNY (sampai nk pecah perut dok gelak) until lil' wafa pun gelak terkekek2 (coz' one guy x henti2 gelak besaq dok kat blkg kami)...hehehe...

tp ada jugak rasa geram...our kids sibuk dok berebut pop corn and wafa suka hati cakap kuat2 dlm cinema...argh...
yang tambah seronok lagi sebab dah lama sgt x watch movie @ cinema, al-maklum sejak dok a/s nie, mana lar ada cinema yg baguih (mostly kecik dan tidak digalakkan untuk menonton)...coinsidently bawak depa p bercuti d Penang (school holiday)...i pun suggest to my hubby to bring our kids to the cinema...cite Madagascar 2 plak baru di tayangkan...so just nice lar


lepas je habis cite 2...diaorg sempat pesan...nanti kita mai lagi ye mama...seronok la tgk kat cinema...amboi2...kids really love to have fun...as usual...mama akan ckp ok...after watching the movie headed back to a/s naik ferry...nyamannyer udara...

masa kat penang sempat jugak jumpa ngan liza yg dh sedikit tembam but still loyal to McD since we finished our study...herm miss our lil' family @ Uniten a lot....mak, along, angah and acik...liza n ija masih dpt dihubungi (eventhough jarang2 sekali) but nora dh lost contact....last skali call dia masih keje kat sabah as teacher...but now...x sure la pulak...for me..."GOOD FRIENDS ARE LIKE STARS, YOU DON'T ALWAYS SEE THEM, BUT YOU KNOW THEY'RE ALWAYS THERE"...love you all so much and hopes our friendship remain forever and ever...

double shocking NEWS!!

...January 2009 with lots of unforgettable momento...
on 4th Jan, lepas balik dari kedai as usual bapak ngadu sakit pinggang n sakit blkg kat mak...then mak sapu ubat...bapak pun tido. tapi sakit jugak lagi...mlm 2 bapak tido awal as usual...tp mak kata bapak dok complaint pasai air kat rumah en aziz dok tup tap tup tap...x leh tido...
pukul 11 mlm...mak call dari atas, ckp bapak sakit sangat nk p hospital...so dengan mamai2 bangun nk bersiap...mak call lagi kata bapak sakit sesangat x mau p spital...suruh pangge Tok Mamak...dalam keadaan kelam kabut lari p rumah Tok Mamak...ketuk punya ketuk x dak jugak org bukak...teruih telefon mak...bapak kata pangge jugak2...ketuk punya ketuk...last2 mak dapat call rumah depa n cakap ngan Tok Mami...apa lagi kelam kabut tok mamak mai rumah....
Tok mamak baca ayat2 nk bagi bapak relax...tp bapak kata sakit sangat nie...x buleh tahan dah...tempoh sikit pun sakit sangat....bila keadaan dh cam2...bapak tanya kat tok mamak...nk kena p spital ka?...tok mamak kata better p lah...sbb teruk sgt sakitnya....teruih i call ambulance...lebih kurang 1/2 jam ambulance sampai...around 12a.m....send to Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah....mak follow naik ambulance...mak kata punya la laju ambulance 2 ...mcm nk terbalik dok dlm 2....then bapak admitted to emergency ward....
the next day i p visit after send my daughter to school....Dr kata nk refer kat IJN for the case....then they do the scanning and found that saluran darah bapak yg bengkak 2 dh pun pecah di bahagian perut....and Dr said mmg tak leh buat apa2 kat Hospital A/S, must send to IJN jugak....
After stabilizing bapak...on 6 Jan 2009 around 8.30a.m ambulance pun bertolak ke IJN...and i follow from behind with Dina n Wafa.....kesian tgk bapak...nampak muka letih coz diaorg x berani nk bg makan or minum, sbb saluran darah yg pecah 2 bersebelahan ngan usus....around 1p.m we arrived at IJN....punya la lama dok tunggu tang tu...sementara depa nk admit ke ward....after being examine..at last arounh 4p.m bapak being admitted to HDU (High Dependency Unit)....and we think this is due to the condition is really critical now.
...after further examination and scanning....Dr informed us that they could not do anythg coz "dah terlambat"....all of us really stun with the news...and Dr mentioned that they only could monitor and stabilize bapak or else miracle happen and no internal bleeding....however..we all still praying that nothing bad will happen...and bapak would be as healty as usual....and we also decide not to let bapak know the condition as at that time due to not to make him more depress and increase the blood pressure...
On 7th Jan 2009, bapak kelihatan agak lemah n penat...and Dr mentioned that may be due to the pressure inside the body for supplying the blood through the whole body...kesian sgt tgk bapak...tapi dok melawak lagi x habih2....bapak mmg suka melawak walau pada hakikatnya i know he is suffering....yet he also ngadu kat mak yang still dok rasa sakit kat tempat yg pecah 2....and keep asking bout what the Dr said about his condition...
The next day on 8th Jan, 2009, bapak really look terrible coz' Dr. mentioned that the internal bleeding is increasing already...I really can't help to hold my tears anymore eventhough reciting Yaasin to make he calm....Ya Allah...tak tahan tengok bapak gelisah menahan sakit saluran darah yg pecah 2....at the same time we are praying for the miracle to happen and bapak stable again...
....at 12.30p.m bapak call everyone of us and mintak maaf coz bapak kata yg bapak x dapat bertahan lagi....saat 2 mmg sgt pilu dan tak dpt tahan sebak ...and i won't forget the moment...pity him....however we all keep reciting yaasin bergilir2...tanpa henti...to make him calm and rest...and his condition from that moment onwards become worse and worse as the internal bleeding is now increasing...
...at last Bapak pergi meninggalkan kami around 7.24p.m...di malam jumaat yg penuh rahmat...seperti mimpi yg x mungkin berakhir...Semoga Allah memberikan rahmat ke atas roh bapak dan di masukkan ke syurga firdaus...Amin ya rabbal a'lamin....
then we arrange to bring back bapak ke alor star by Van Jenazah...i follow from behind again with my mum, dina and mak tam....meanwhile abang teman arwah bapak dalam van jenazah....
keesokkan harinya on 9th Jan...kami kebumikan bapak di tanah perkuburan seberang perak...dengan tahlil di baca oleh iman masjid ihsan, tok mamak and pak cik sobri...sayunyer terasa tengok wajah bapak buat kali terakhirnya...rasanya terlalu cepat bapak p meninggalkan kami...

on the next day...i went for a check-up with kak emy @ Dr. Gangga clinic and found that my baby have no heart beat already...and Dr advise to do D&C...dengan perasaan yg hampa dan kecewa...i went to KMC on 12th Jan and proceed with the D&C....and the Dr. gave whole week of MC in which i'm really depress and sad with this 2 shocking news ever....:-(

....kata ayang...mungkin ada hikmah...and mungkin juga belum rezeki nk tambah baby...rezeki akan datang kemudian...InsyaAllah....

and as at now...i will try my best to take care of my mum as gud as i could....with blessing from Allah....amin!